xxnoctumxx

Well tonight was a very good night. I got to read April's journal. I really did not want to, because I was afraid she was only doing to appease me.

She was very worried about a couple of entries she had made. I hope now that I have read it and not freaked out that I am not afraid of the truth and to be honest what she wrote she had every reason to write it and to be upset about what I had done (Hi my love btw ^^) I just wish she had told me how she felt so I could have been slapped out of that bullshit I was trying to pull. I know she (you) love(s) me I just want her (you) to know that I am not afraid of her feelings and if she is hurt and or upset with me or because of me then we need to talk. It is the only way a long distance relationship like ours is going to work.

I swear to you Kitten I trust you more than it seems. You have never done anything to make me not trust you. It's just that whole DW thing and then the MT and I freaked and I figured that if I asked you for you account info and you said yes you had nothing to Hide and if you said no then you did have something to Hide and you know what when I first asked you said yes and that was all that mattered.

I Love this woman more than I have ever loved anyone and really I stress a lot about losing her. If I were to lose her I am sure I would turn into some Hulk like force of nature hell bent on human destruction. Well for the worlds sake I hope I never lose her. LOL just making a small joke to lighten the mood.

Oh well I am very tired and I think I need that thing called sleep. I am really liking this Live Journal thing it's sorta therapeutic